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Alive Again

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Zanny Nicholas Alive Again song lyrics

About this Artist

Name

Zanny Nicholas

Birth Year

1999

State

California

Rare Disease Affiliation

Complex Regional Pain Syndrome

At age 23, my world fell apart. I was working as a music teacher and pursuing my masters degree when I gradually lost the ability to use my left hand, arm, and leg.

It took almost two years to get a diagnosis of CRPS, and I’m still working through treatment. My diagnosis journey was so eye-opening because being diagnosed with a rare disease is just the beginning.

You fight for a diagnosis, and then you fight to find a doctor.

You fight to get treatments approved, and then your body fights the treatment itself.

You fight daily to find hope.

But I’m so glad that I kept fighting.

I wrote “Alive Again” during my recovery from recent spine surgery. It’s the first song I’ve written, recorded, and produced using only my non-dominant hand (something I wouldn’t have thought possible two months ago). Hidden in the track, you’ll find heartbeats, bird chirps, and waves crashing- signs of life going on. I want to use my voice to advocate for and inspire other young adults who struggle to access care and find affordable treatment options. I also hope to raise awareness for my CRPS community.